Words from my heart

Well, today is quite a day. How should I start?

Morning
I woke up early as usual, and go jog around at the lake. around 9am, Im calling her. Hope she still at her house. At first she didn't answer it, so I go take a shower. After that, she finally pick up the phone, well, apparently she in the shower as well XD I ask her if she want to go breakfast together, so agreed and after the breakfast, she left for her village. Im gonna miss her....

After that, I go to the faculty and collect my report for correction. Oh my, too many correction to do. As usual, I greeted the lecturers there along the way. And I go back home and study for the report correction.

Afternoon
After solat zohor, I go down the stair for the lunch. I was planning to go Lowyat to find the DSL splitter that has been broken. Around 2:30pm, I was off to the Komuter station. And the journey to lowyat plaza takes around 1 and half hour. I wondering around lowyat, try searching this tiny little pieces of equipment. Beside searching what I was looking for, I can't help also looking around for the new phones, gadgets, computer equipment. Guess I had been carried away :P


Evening
Around 6:30pm my mom start calling me, but I can't hear it nor feel it because of the noise and I was walking around at that time. When I finally realize, I got around 4 miss call +_+ (sorry mom). At the time like this, the monorail and komuter service will be packed with the people trying to go home as soon as possible. And the train, sigh, late again....

I decided to have a dinner at Rasamas restaurant at KL Sentral. Sitting there eating alone make I miss her even more.

I finally got onboard the train around 8pm and arrive at home around 9pm.

Membina unggul lelaki
That's the book title I come across the borders when I was wondering around this evening. One of the chapter describe about "Sikap lelaki yang wanita tidak sukai". As far as I remember, there is 3 of them;

1. Lelaki yang suka berlagak
2. Lelaki yang merayu pada wanita (what?)
3. Lelaki yang terlalu menyayangi (double what?)

The first one, I get it, sometimes men ego can disgust women. Sometimes, men didn't even realize that he showing off or bragging to his female counterpart. Well, guess we all have weaknesses. The second one, the book describe that this kind of men crying to the women, begging for something (maybe money, or love?) The author said the women is weak and to men show the same weaknesses is a turned off for them. The last one, the author said that the men who invite women to the dinner at the restaurant, let her take a seat first, place the napkin on her lap, and saying to her that he loves her all the time is a turned off to the women. I was confused. Really? The author said that the women will think the men is crazy to do all sort of things to her. The author suggest that men should "control-macho" and didn't show the passion for the women.

I place the book back after read that line. Is it wrong for men to show her passion to the women he love? Or is it our culture that make men in malaysia all "control-macho"? I was thinking about that when I was walking around this evening.

What to do next?
Well, Im planning to do correction of my report and then do some work that can make me earn money this semester break. Funny though, I was always write that I always play games a while ago (checkout my old blog). But now, it seems not that attractive anymore. It kinda lose a magic touch that can make me sit for hour playing the games. Maybe, Im changing, or I realize there is much better things to do in life than playing video games all the time.

Whew, quite a lengthy post, till next part :)

Today the usual downpour of rain lashes down upon Shah Alam, since evening. Well it stopped for a while around 5pm, but it started to rain again around 9pm.

In the middle of the rain, Im sitting in front of my PC......... thinking.... and thinking....

Today I feel so blurry, my thoughts and empty, and my thinking are not properly aligned with my emotion.

I had to submit compiler construction project by Monday, test on Sunday and prepare for presentation on Monday. Why this condition had to happen now? Am I wearing out? Probably. Tired? Of course. Gone insane? Maybe.

Thankfully, there is someone there who always comforting me, regardless, Im feeling that I took too much of her time, and deep down, my instinct tell me that I somewhat made her feel "rimas".

Since Im usually kept much of my own feeling and thoughts to myself, with her I feel I can speak anything that had been frozen and disturbing my sanity. But, I had doubt that did I do the right thing.

And the rain continues to coming down.... and down... and down.... heavily.....

This blog seems very quiet since I wrote the first post almost 2 years ago.

So many things happen, and if anyone ever wonder, Im currently at the end of semester 2 of my post-graduate master degree. Everything should be over by 17th May, wish me luck :)

Old blog, good times~

oh yeah, I forgot to note that my old blog is at friendster blog. I don't know how to import it into blogger account, but I think its better to stay there, since I wrote it in my diploma and bachelor degree days (good times~ good times~)

I also wrote in other blog such as techrangers and Gamers Semalaya (the page seems down at the moment I wrote this), although Im not quite active. All because of my study take a toll on my time, and I also want to do part time work.


Chasing a dream?

Im almost finish my study, and I hope finally I can get a good job and build my life bit by bit. If you read my old blog, I have ever said that there is something missing deep in my heart, actually I already found the missing pieces~

Now I busy in the final days of second semester, so many things due in this tight 2 weeks. I gone through this experience since diploma, what I called as "hell week" :P where everything was so closely needed to be done, but too little time to complete it. As my experience told me, the result are usually not up to the standard I was hoping for, but at least it achieve its objective.

What I can do? Do my best and hope for the best.

Until the next post then~