Words from my heart

The second semester results

The result of the second semester of my postgraduate study have been posted up by UiTM. Sadly, the system for checking the result are poorly configured and the server are jam packed with hundred of thousands curious student who wanted to check their result.

In the end, the server crash, and at the time I posted this post, the result server still down, but the server for mini transcript are functioning (at least one of it, server 3). And if you lucky, the mini transcript have been updated with your results.

My CGPA have been dip down 0.09. Its still good though, judging how though last semester been for me.


The mood swing, negative thought and tasks

Well a lot of things in my mind lately. Aside from FIFA World Cup 2010 where I don't have buddies to share with, makes me felt a little bit useless to watch it silently ALONE. Hey, even the normal football matches I watch alone, that makes me a silent goal celebrator (hopping around in front of TV silently when goal happen).

And lately my mood swing are bad, my mood can be good as the sunshine of the day, and quickly it can turn into furious storm at the sea. Is it because too many jobs at hands? maybe. Is it because something else? I don't know. My mind may play tricks with me, and I felt a little bit lonely, I don't know why.

And when it happens, I know it can hurt someone who I love. But it is not my intention to do so.

Do I need a few days to calm down? I don't have few days.

Do I need to getaway to other place?

What is happening to me?

Semester break is where usually I enjoyed most (in my diploma and degree time). But time has changed, and as I take postgraduate master, semester break also mean "do something useful".

Gone are days where I usually sit in front of my PC or beloved game consoles playing for hours. Now, semester break I still sit in front of my PC, but do work such as conference paper or research assistant task and some freelance work.

A part of I gain experience and knowledge, some of this activity come with some income for me :)

On the other note, she have gone back home for her family. It's not a bad thing, its just I will miss her so much.

Hope she enjoy the time with her family and do well.

I miss you my dear~